(Source: mindofimaginationsx)
you can say this, and you can say that
you can tell ppls this, and you can tell ppls that
i aint mad, cause i know its not true
i can say this, and i can say that
i can tell ppls this, and i can tell ppls that
but i wont, cause i know that if i do
it will probably kill you
congrats on your new relationSHIT
everything you had said to me, was nothing but LIES and BULLSHIT
but i know, somewhere deep inside of you; YOU STILL LOVE ME =P
i mean, come on, about a week ago; you called me ‘babe’ and fell asleep on the phone with me
lol but heyyy, everything you…
so i saw her on tuesday <3
and as we sat there, i looked her in the eyes and asked her, are you going to the dance on friday?
she replied and said, yes
and i said, oh k; be good =]
then her reply to that was, im going to go dance with all the guys there
right then and there, my heart broke; it shattered to billions of pieces; i didnt know what to do, or say; so i got mad …
then she got mad too …
and as i was driving her home, i was wondering … why is she mad when im mad about her reply? unless she didnt mean it, and i took it serious?
so i decided to apologize for being mad; took her hand, and held on to it while driving; and kissed it, and tried to cheer her up before arriving on her street
the look on her face, i couldnt forget it; she didnt kiss me when she left … she just grabbed her backpack, and hugged me then left …
i felt shitty for letting her go home that way =[
i couldnt focus on the way home, took me about 1 hour and 15 mins. to get home; even though, i only live like 15-20 mins. away from her; there were many times, i was going to pull over so i can get my head straight; to pull myself together
that night, i was wondering if she meant what she had said
so when she called, and i asked her; she say, she couldnt remember what she had said earlier; and i thought it was kinda weird, but i let it go
last night, i asked her; be good at the dance oh k? be good everyday <3
but she didnt answer me, so she probably fell asleep or just didnt want to answer me
so tonight was the dance, found out …
she went to the dance, and did exactly what she had said she was going to do
and now, my heart is shattered and broken to billions of pieces again </3
the tears are falling; the heart is aching; the mind is telling me, fuck this cause this is probably the first step of the cycle again for the fucking eighth times! =’[ </3
im probably overreacting, cause were not dating … but dont tell me, youre all mine, then go dance up on all these dudes … that shit is heartbreaking; that shit hurts; but then again, you wouldnt know …
brotha shes taking you for granted…thats a bitch move right there…she aint got no respect for you and your feelings…only slutz would say shes gonna go dance with all the douchebags at the dances/parties…hahaha…
